16.12.09

SO... its been roughly a week since i have posted, well its due to i have found nothing to tell you guys about that are very interesting... But i think i should tell you guys about whats happened so far this week...SO this week it has been alot of going to the beach and having person emotional problems of my own that have been causing me a lot of pain in my heart... So my pain is due to feelings for someone and not being able to confess my feelings cause i dont want to lose her from my life... Seeing this girl is like seeing flowers for the first time when you open your eyes and you see the beautiful colours of flowers and how they smell so lovely. Its like a whole new world where all you see is beautiful assortments of flowers and trees, and everything looks like its made wonderfully, althou everything is already made wonderfully in the real world already.

well im actually sleepy so il leave you guys with that..

goodnight

8-12-09

Hey guys so i havent posted anything in a few days, and ive also really posted 2 things, but ive been busy with choreographying dance sets. Todays has been quite a kewl morning so far, Just chilling and talking to friends on the computer, but also just spending time reading books. Untill i recieve and email.. from my school about me having to redo an assignment... and its the most dreaded assignment for me. Its the church history assignment where i have to read tonnes of books just to talk about how the hcurch had grown and changed over the centuries. ARGH!!! its like i have to do it all over again... Oh well at least if the weather keeps up today as being so beautiful and warm, il go down to the beach with my friend possibly or just by myself, which i did yesterday cause i needed to get out of the house and mum was being really annoying. oh and im kinda on a bit of a doozy cause last night i couldnt stop thinking about something.. it was just sitting in my head the whole time while im trying to get to sleep, so thats about whats happened so far...

IL let you know more about what i get upto later... but for now ciao...

Benjy

03.12.09

Here we go with todays blog!

so if you dont know here is where i get to rant out and share my heart sometimes. well heres what happen today.

SO today was another boring time at home. Yes Boring time at home...
I woke up about 9 am, and went to the computer to look for Jobs. OMG.. you know how hard it is to get jobs in NZ now?? fricken hell... its like looking for a needle in a haystack, but ive already had a interview with a talent scout agency to do some modelling and tv acting. yes.. im stretching my wings into the media industry although im already a dancer and a muscian.

So apart from searching for jobs. ive been seaching for new Dance music so i can work on my techtonik.

Well thats all for today..

Nitez

Benja

So heres to the start of Blogging of my Life...

Hey there

Well i guess this would be the start of my blogging life thanks to my niece, hahaha. So what should i talk about haha.. well i guess on here it would be able to vent my annoyance at the happs of today or i could start all about my lofe of when i was born hahahaha... hmm... so much to think about. well ok here we go, buckle yourself up for a ride on my adventure... Il start of about today hahaha.. i wont go on to my whole life bit.

2 December 2009..

Today i was meant to go out and go laser force with my friends but no... it didnt happen.. why cause 1 girl didnt want to go laser force by herself.. i mean come on... its laser-force.. why would you want to do it even if your the only girl with a group of guys, even if your friends cant come.. i was so bloody bored... too be so bored is too be like in a room with nothing to do.. bahhahaha.. when i bored i go baka (stupid in japanese).

So i pretty much spent most of my time waiting for laserforce but then it didnt happen.. OMG!!! i wasted my time waiting for something to happen when it didnt.. thats happen so many times...

Ok.. so that was today. ok.. so il write more tomorrow.. maybe i should even put my poems up on here of videos .. hmm.. well all the best until tomorrow..

Ciao

Benjy signing out with some love for all